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HRM paper today. Technically, it is an easy paper... if you know what to write. Which I don't. And I think I'm one of the few who do not know what to write. At all... Which sucks coz I really don't want to repeat that module...
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*sighs*
Received news on the passing of my mom's godmother after HRM paper today. She was having trouble with her leg for a few years now and a few days ago, she went for this operation and kinda took a turn for the worse. I was supposed to go visit her in the hospital on Sunday but mom said the aunts and uncles will be riding with her and there isn't enough space, so I didn't go.
Yesterday, mom got home looking all broken up and I overheard her telling my dad she's afraid that god-grandma won't make it, and that god-grandpa didn't wanna see her and that if he don't see her, he might never get another chance.
Which kinda applies to me too, I guess.
This is not a good year for me... Dog died. Dad heart bypass. Some distant cousin died of terminal leukemia. And now my god-grandma... haiz... I will miss her and her delicious roasted cashew nuts...
I am reminded of something my Poly clique once said about me. They were talking about deaths in the family and everyone was sharing their stories of their relatives' passing and I was real quiet. One of them was like "ah... 3sa's so quiet... Didn't have much deaths in your family right?" All I could do was laugh awkwardly and shrug it off. Not that I'm complaining or anything. I really didn't have much experience with death back then. Even now actually.
...I really don't want that experience...
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*sighss*
On another note, I was channel surfing and I stopped at Arts Central. They were showing Cowboy Bebop. Tell me if you won't stop, please. Lol...
This is like the second time I saw an episode of Cowboy Bebop on Arts Central and both times, it was the episode with that Penguin-esque guy and the carnival theme park Space Land.
While watching it, I remembered the scene from a few years back when I first watched it on TV--I was at this chalet with my poly friends and I was bored so I channel-surfed and Cowboy Bebop was showing and that episode aired. Everyone in the room was like "O_o why are you watching this??" I can't find a good answer to their question. I can't ask them to sit down and watch it coz that episode really is kinda too artsy-fartsy for them and they don't really appreciate the film noir style of the ep. Even though the series is 最高! The bestest best!!!
Haiz...
I should pull my Cowboy Bebop out of storage and re-watch everything again. ((Which I'd done like 2-3 years ago... XD))
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