Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Gods... it's secondary school all over again...
So I tried laying off the trailing-like-shadow thing after what happened last friday and today, it kinda got worse.
I got left behind for lunch coz they either assumed I'm meeting someone for lunch or they just couldn't be bothered now that I'm backing off. They used to at least give me a call or text message or something....
And after lunch, apparently I'm not important enough and not part of the team enough to be called for a meeting at site. So I went over after finding out they'd gone without me and felt like a totally unwanted gatecrasher. They were about done when I get there and there were so much whispering and murmuring when I entered I really felt like I shouldn't have even bothered going in the first place. But since I'm there, I pulled on my thickest hide and sat down at the furthest end, reverting back to my insignificant role.
As usual.
And after the meeting finished and we went back to the office, we were given a choice of going off an hour early to make up for yesterday's overtime (intern = no OT pay). Irritating idiot has a date today so he didn't take it. The other 2 guys are planning another outing on Thursday (without me again) so they're taking theirs then. That left me. Well, I'm supposed to be movie-ing with Jess and Shaf tomorrow but I seriously doubt I can take my leave early tomorrow. So basically it's either today or Thursday. Zaid-bot suggested Thursday so we can go watch movie then but dat means I'll be taking leave on the same day as the other 2 guys and I doubt they'll appreciate that. So now I'm home half an hour earlier than my knock-off time. And I'm prolly gonna push back the movie tomorrow by an hour or two, if yesterday was anything to go by.
As usual.
...Damn... I hate feeling like a damn angsty everyone-is-against-me-just-coz-they-can schoolgirl... I thought I'd left that behind 6 years ago. -_-"
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U're not responding to me online so i'm gonna do this post just to kill time. Anyhoo.. U're plight is just like dat song on radio "high school nvr ends" i dunno who sang it though cos i'm usually asking u for dat kinda information.
A quick jump to google says the song is by Bowling For Soup. *goes get it now*
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