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*sighs deeply and dramatically* I'd thought I'd outgrown this feeling. I know I shouldn't wallow but it's kinda hard not to....
Situation: I'm on attachment now with this 3 guys and I've taken to trailing after 2 of them like a shorter girlier shadow (the other 1 grates my nerves to shreds merely by being present). And the 2 of them has gathered practically all of the team I'm attached to (sans mr nerve-grater coz he grates their nerves too) for a nice night out for some fun and beer. Without even asking me along.
I don't know if it's because they think that I don't drink/club/socialize over a pint or two, or that I wouldn't go anyway so there's really no point in asking, but that broke my lil girly heart. They don't want me to be their fwen no more... *single tear* lol... Come to think of it, it could also be because I've trailed them too much during the day, they didn't want me around them any more than necessary. This feeling... it's real juvenile, I know... but still!! :(
So I'm feeling all left out and ignored and basically unimportant. It doesn't help that mr nerve-grater has found 2 new friends--the 2 new young, giggly, impressionable male poly interns. They took whatever shit he said in readily and mr nerve-grater is happy coz finally! there's someone out there who thinks he's god and his worldly knowledge (all of which I'd already known for at least half a year so he can't fool me >:P) shall educate them. I mean, come on. Even mr nerve-grater found new friends. I'm feeling super low right now.
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*in need of some comforting*
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well i did try to console u dat day but hey i guess i'm not very gd at it. Since u're post asked for more consoling.
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well, you posting something is a consolation in itself. *breaks out the party poppers* Yay~ You're my first commenter!
