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It's my birthday~ And I partied like it's my birthday~!
Jess popped over on her off day (aka my birthday aka technically yesterday) and we had coke whiskey, bailey's irish cream, whiskey neat, her mom's wonderful lamb curry and ben 'n' jerry's chunky monkey. <3 muchly desu!!! It's so nice to just hang out and chill after not seeing each other for so long. Tried to convert her to Moyashimon with its cute opening and ending. I hope it works... Lol...
Ordered like a huge platter of sushi, kentucky fake chickens and donuts (thx bro!) for dinner. Yummy~. Had tons of fun with cousins even though they are noisy and I can't study with em in the house but it's nice to get together with em.
Here comes the lousy part. I fell on my way home after sending my aunt's stuff across the road for her. And scrapped my knee and palm. And kinda sprained my elbow. The dominant right elbow. Which sucks coz now it hurts like hell when I move it and I can't bend my arm for more than 90 degree and I HAVE MY LAST FUCKING PAPER TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! Goddamnit... I had actually crossed that lil dip in the concrete path on my way there. Can't believe I tripped over it on my way back!! Grrr... And to think the day was going so well too...
So now I'm a fake lefty. Hope my 腕がぁぁぁ～～ *does tezuka pose* gets better
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Even though the paper today was almost as bad as the previous days (I left like almost 25 marks worth of questions blank) but strangely, I don't feel the need to rant. At all.
It's kinda like I'd ascended onto another level of existence where how well I do in the exams don't matter anymore since no matter what I do, I'll still not be getting good grades.
I suppose some might call this state of mind giving up but this isn't giving up, is it?
~_~
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Got screwed by the other fyp group using the same lab and equipment as us.
I thought we had settled the schedule problem last week when the bastard agreed to our terms. WE EVEN LET OUT THE LAST FEW DAYS OF THE SECOND WEEK. AND THEY AGREED!!! Well, *he* agreed.
Turns out, his partner the girl wanted to go for this camp thing during 3rd week and she'd told him BUT HE'D STILL AGREED TO OUR TERMS OF LETTING THEM USE THE LAB AFTER THURSDAY OF THE SECOND WEEK. Said something about not being able to stop her if she wanna do things her way and all. SHE'S YOUR BLOODY PARTNER!!! DON'T GO AGREEING TO OUR TERMS IF YOU HAVEN'T SETTLE WITH HER GODDAMNIT!!!!!
Poor girl. She's got no choice but to skip the camp and work with what they have while the guy goes on holiday DURING THE TIME WHEN WE TAKE BACK THE LAB FROM THEM!!!! She got screwed by her partner... Seriously.
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Aunt got screwed by her office. A simple question turned into a shout fest coz her boss isn't feeling peachy. She got screwed by her school OM & principal before she got screwed by her office. Which sucks for her.
She wasn't in the wrong when she asked for PO from her office and when the stocks will be arriving but the manager that answered her call just assumed everything was out of order and it's all her fault the stocks are not in. Like, a bookshop auntie will know when the stocks will be arriving.
=_= Middle-management sux.
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Cousin got screwed by her ex who called her and held her on the phone for almost 20 minutes. Me and my aunt kept getting her to hang up and the two of us shrewd women spoke up real loud asking her to hang up and that even if he calls, she's not gonna go back with him no matter what he tries. Lol...
Irritating boys should be shut out of your lives completely and immediately.
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Gonna get screwed by Iggy? I don't think so.
He messaged me with the info for a meeting with the 4906 lecturer at 4.15pm tomorrow afternoon. I say afternoon but it's evening in my personal time clock. Like, I'll need to get out of the house by 2.15pm to make it down to school by 4.15pm. And by the time I get home... well, let's just say I wouldn't be seeing any sun after 2.15pm.
LIKE, WTF!?!?!? I LIVE LIKE FUCKING 2HRS AWAY FROM SCHOOL WHILE YOU LIVE *IN* SCHOOL. LIKE, WHO THE FUCK WILL WANNA WASTE THAT FUCKING FEW HOURS??? LIKE, IT'LL BE A WASTE OF MY FUCKING TIME IF IT'S A SHORT MEETING.
Bloody hell... What is up with today?!!?!?
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Was reading 8days, and they were talking about Beauty or Brains with the contestants of this reality TV show about the beautiful people in campuses around Singapore (Hey! Gorgeous), asking if they are himboes or bimboes.
To which, most of them answered with "Oh, I'm not a himbo/bimbo. I scored As and Bs in my O-levels/A-levels/exams".
*gum-smacking valley girl accent* Like, duh~~~~~ I'm so smart coz I scored As and Bs in my papers~~~
So. Their definition of having brains is being able to score in examinations. Which is kinda stupid in its own way coz what if they are only good at scoring in examinations but failz0r in life? Does that mean that people who are pretty/handsome and didn't do so well in school BUT is capable of less academic tasks and thinking are himboes and bimboes??
What about those who are unpretty and didn't score As and Bs in their O-levels/A-levels/exams but winz in life?? Oh wait. They are called the rest of the human population.
...It's people like them that makes people like me look stupid coz of age-group association... Guh.............
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*sigh*
HRM paper today. Technically, it is an easy paper... if you know what to write. Which I don't. And I think I'm one of the few who do not know what to write. At all... Which sucks coz I really don't want to repeat that module...
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*sighs*
Received news on the passing of my mom's godmother after HRM paper today. She was having trouble with her leg for a few years now and a few days ago, she went for this operation and kinda took a turn for the worse. I was supposed to go visit her in the hospital on Sunday but mom said the aunts and uncles will be riding with her and there isn't enough space, so I didn't go.
Yesterday, mom got home looking all broken up and I overheard her telling my dad she's afraid that god-grandma won't make it, and that god-grandpa didn't wanna see her and that if he don't see her, he might never get another chance.
Which kinda applies to me too, I guess.
This is not a good year for me... Dog died. Dad heart bypass. Some distant cousin died of terminal leukemia. And now my god-grandma... haiz... I will miss her and her delicious roasted cashew nuts...
I am reminded of something my Poly clique once said about me. They were talking about deaths in the family and everyone was sharing their stories of their relatives' passing and I was real quiet. One of them was like "ah... 3sa's so quiet... Didn't have much deaths in your family right?" All I could do was laugh awkwardly and shrug it off. Not that I'm complaining or anything. I really didn't have much experience with death back then. Even now actually.
...I really don't want that experience...
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*sighss*
On another note, I was channel surfing and I stopped at Arts Central. They were showing Cowboy Bebop. Tell me if you won't stop, please. Lol...
This is like the second time I saw an episode of Cowboy Bebop on Arts Central and both times, it was the episode with that Penguin-esque guy and the carnival theme park Space Land.
While watching it, I remembered the scene from a few years back when I first watched it on TV--I was at this chalet with my poly friends and I was bored so I channel-surfed and Cowboy Bebop was showing and that episode aired. Everyone in the room was like "O_o why are you watching this??" I can't find a good answer to their question. I can't ask them to sit down and watch it coz that episode really is kinda too artsy-fartsy for them and they don't really appreciate the film noir style of the ep. Even though the series is 最高! The bestest best!!!
Haiz...
I should pull my Cowboy Bebop out of storage and re-watch everything again. ((Which I'd done like 2-3 years ago... XD))
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BL <3 in Genshiken 2!!!!!
<3 Genshiken 2 ep 5 muchly desu!!!!!!
So much yaoi~ So much BL~ So much LOVE!!!!! lolololol....
It's great how they had this gay fantasy scene for the Fujoshi(腐女子), Ogiue-san. Fan service だよ! Getting to see all the other characters in Genshiken being prettified and BL-fied. And the last part... hawtz だよ!
ヤパリ... 見てと聞こえては違うだった...
But I can just see all the guy audience cursing and swearing. Well, deal with it! You guy otakus had one whole season of MOEEE~~~. It's our turn now! Lol...
((edit: was talking to a friend about that famous ep and what a coincidence!))
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pix of 夕暮の虹: The Evening Rainbow
Was on my way back home after this quiz (Stupid me! I got the right answers again but then... Haiz... Self-doubt is my MCQ curse!!) and was feeling rather angry with myself. But the evening sky had such a great color and it bathed everything with its gentle light and made the sights I see everyday looks so nice--beautiful even. So I took a shot of the place just for the heck of it coz we don't get such pretty-looking colors in our skies much.
And when I got off at my stop, on the overhead bridge, I saw this tiny sliver of a rainbow (see link above). I did a double take. I had planned to take another shot of the sky when I get on that bridge and there's a rainbow waiting for me! Lucky!! Lol... To make things even better, my mp3 started playing For Fruits Basket by Okazaki Ritsuko. Talk about setting up the mood.
That really made my day.
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Celebrating 100th post with post on Pansexuality!!!
So a friend and I were discussing sexual orientation over at her blog post (it was meant to be her birthday post but somehow it got side-tracked... as always :P)
So I mentioned pansexuality and that piqued her interest. Basically, anything goes but somehow I think she got the wrong idea about it.
Quote from wiki:
Pansexuality (sometimes referred to as omnisexuality) is a sexual orientation characterized by the potential for aesthetic attraction, romantic love and/or sexual desire for people, regardless of their gender identity or biological sex. This includes potential attraction to people who do not fit into the gender binary of male/female implied by bisexual attraction. Pansexuality is sometimes described as the capacity to love a person romantically irrespective of gender.
Keywords being: sexual orientation, love a person romantically irrespective of gender.
Yes, aesthetic attraction is mentioned but if it's just like "oh pretty! I like...", that's not really pansexualism at all. That's just the Magpie Syndrome (I suffer from it too! Lol...). You'd have to love and be in love with the other party (men/women/alien with 16 tentacles *shrugs*) like you would your heterosexual/homosexual counterpart/boyfriend/girlfriend/partner/mate/significant other, even if sex is not involved.
It's true that sex is not a must in this equation but if one is not willing to have sex with either biological sexes/genders/alien species, then clearly there isn't enough love/sexual attraction between the two to consider oneself a pansexual.
If one is just claiming to be pansexual coz one like pretty things/people... that'll just giving people everywhere the wrong impression of being a pansexual.
It all boils down to sexual attraction. And well, even if one says one can love other women/aliens but cannot bring oneself to have sex with women/aliens, one clearly is not attracted sexually enough to women/aliens to really be considered a pansexual... can one?
Sorry if this seems like I'm really hung up about this coz, well... I am hung up about this.
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